Had a rather funny or kooky fall. Can’t find the exact word that best describes it. On my butt it started with, then bounced 3 steps down and a hard hit on my back near the spine. Shocked I was. Took me awhile to recover and stood up. Thinking that after a few rubs the pain would subside but it didn’t.
Mommy got a little worried so went to TTSH for a check just in case it triggers the spine and worsen the condition of my mild slip disc. Then it will no longer be that mild. While waiting for my turn to say “hi” to the doctor once again, I had so much to see and think to myself.
Strolling slowly to the clinic, saw with my eyes and felt with my heart, from the hyperactive kids running around to the old grandmas and grandpas on wheelchairs or with walking sticks, made me look at life on the otherside. Looking at those kids, how lucky they are to have both their parents by their side. Makes me happy to see them being showered with lots of love. I hope they’ll do the same for their parents when they’re older. Aside from this, at a corner, was this little girl looking good and smiling to everyone that walked passed her giving her a funny look just because she is bald. She has that ever so positive look on her face that she will live her life to the fullest till her last breath and that made me want to talk to her. I started off by walking near to the bench where she parked herself at and sat down. She turned to me and smiled. I smiled back and forward to her and said: “Hey sweetie, I really admire you for your courage, continue to be brave”. She then touched my hand and told me that no matter what happens, we have to face everything positively and then leave everything for fate to decide. Its so much we can do just for us and the people who love us. I was almost in tears but I can’t show her that side of me. I then went to the nearby Mr Bean and got her an ice cream. The smile she gave me was as bright as the sun. And she’s only 8 under going lots of treatment with a strong will to live on.
So as awlays I’ve been afraid of doctors since young, I thought to myself that even this fall, I have mommy and baby by my side to accompany me to the doc. Diagnosed with back collision, swollen nerves, mild bruise. Medication to assisst the pain. Off I go on 3 days of MC.
Could it be those TOEs or just low in calcium or weak muscles?




to be continued…



